Did you know, i ever wanted to be father??
maybe waiting for it, since day that borned my brother

We could be real good parents

Lets make it stronger,
the love, the feel, the touch between our lips

There are moans and screams,
from a cold day on the fevers of my bed,
where so many times i missed my lady.
Oh mere mahila vrajatta,
you are the most beautiful jewel from India.
Nor zaffires, nit emeralds can compare.
Neither the jewels from the head of the cobras

I bet you cant guess,
why im unable to sleep
it sure you cant guess,
why i have a smile on my face.

Just the satisfaction from nice work,
well done.

This is because, my no mind.
This is because, my inocent selfish.
This is because, i ever wanted you...
Since i was kid, i searched you.
I reached you,
but like happiness it cant last forever.
And i lost.
I lost my self, i lost you.
I let you go back.
When all i ever wanted was to keep your side.
Since the first time i got you on my arms,
maybe before.

sorry, so sorry
maybe i disgusted you....
maybe i disgusted my self too....but im trying open my way...

what ever it leads to you, will be fine, my godess
what ever retains me here, soon will free me
whatever it waits by your side, will be eternal seconds of joy and love

Let´s go, i got the best feeling ever.
And i know mere jaan, 
what you feel, 
it' s not what i´d done, 
it was the way i was doing.
It´s not the place where i go.
It´s just that you´re there.

It can be so easy,
just you and me...

too dirty, is this talk,
too vulgar.

I wouldn't know where to start telling,
the things I would do to you,
but they include bondage

I wouldn't know where to start kissing you,
but it would be enough for me to have you in these stubborn arms,
As some poet said,
since it is nothing of your body.

If mine's desire, for your touch, for your heartbeats,
for your enjoyment.

because my body ends up in my skin,
but my soul ends every night
after your shadow

And in what you remember to get your pleasure

who was a rally car,
to slide through your curves,

who was music,
to make you dance.

who was the air,
that you could breathe

I am nothing more,
than the crackling of a dying bonfire,
I am nothing more than a forgotten love.

but because of the trembling of your hips,
It was that I embarked on this aimless journey,
at the mercy of the waves,
to fulfill the dream of kissing your lips

There is no path, where I am.
I am immersed in a blackish sea.
from which I will not leave.

Who will come to give me air?
Who will come to remove my corpse from the shore?

Will it be like this? like a rotting whale?
Or maybe you can teach me to swim:

countercurrent, submerged.

submerged, in this bypass,
which is dedicating some verses to you,
where I swim,
where my thoughts are heard,
to tell you everything, without saying almost anything

It's still you,
so beautiful, so graceful, and volatile
so tender and subtle,
so nice to feel,

You are still my favorite
The first lesson in true love that I took

serene and calm
on the green grass they whisper

When will he come to water me?
Will I be forgotten and withered?
Or will it keep me forever in some book?
Will I be eternal like his writings?
Will you protect me with love, the day I need it?
Why should I be a flower, and he the one who steps on the grass?

There are too many questions for the existence of a simple, 
although beautiful flower.

you don't remember anymore... 
of how dreams woven our encounters. 
of how the nights grew longer...
in our absences. 
of the candles and the light until dawn. 
you don't remember anymore... 
I can't stop loving you

Ok i lied, i lied when:
I said to myself i dont need you.
When, i said to myself,
it was imposible to be together.

I lied, i have no excuse.
But you always had known the truth.

If im alive it´s because of you.
If i continue writting to you,
It´s because the love i profess,
because, even you are not married to me.
Even on the good and the wrong.
Even on health or sickness.
Even on wealth or poorness.
I ever wanted to be with you.

And this tears, can swear this it´s truth.

I wonder how are your besides,
I wonder, how muddy are your streets,
i wont miss the dance of cobra,
nit talk to that naga,
i wont miss smell of the flower on your hair.
nit the dances promised.
I wonder your seductives moves.
and i wonder, be with you.
On pure love levitation.

Under the shadow of the scythe,
from where no one escapes.
Ties are woven, which sometimes have to be cut.
What binds us to this truth?
If in every curve you took in bad company.
If in each curve I felt that the happiness of this world was escaping.

Because maybe you never understood.
That you were in the car.
But I am the road

When I can't with my body,
when I can't even see
I feel you, even if you are not.

When sorrow becomes beautiful,
when joy overflows me.
Even if you're not here, I feel your blessing

Alone, at 7 in the morning,
when I'm ready to go to bed,
I realize that you have always been lacking in it.

You know that I am a poet of strange hours
I don't forgive or forget..
that I write it all in the verses of memory...
That my love for you endures... that whips me and runs me wild
that your dancing laugh... dazzles me
and that in your eyes of sea water..
I want to immerse myself and not come out

And I have a lump in my throat... that won't go away...
a sorrow that torments me... and does not fade...
I don't see light, I don't feel darkness
just remains of a fleeting love
that comes and goes...and never stops.
That clings to me in the pain of the soul..
in the feeling that everything is lost..
I just have to take one last breath
and remember that I loved you

Let me be with myself.
Let me with my solitude.
Let me express my feel.

Because i always shy up.
when on your eyes, 
i read "My love"

I wont be able,
to love you once again.
because when that love started,
it got to infinity on couple seconds.

And god knows, i dont regret.
I cant regret.

Not 'cause selfish feelings.
Not 'cause i expected you, since i was child.
Not 'cause my love died.

It was maybe money,
It was maybe sickness,
It was maybe distance.

But i can not regret.
Even i can not love once again.
That love was like Samadhi,
it can only happen once.

if you have luck.

I want to die by your side
because for you I die of love
I want to fall asleep in an eternal sleep
where we both live
and when i come back to life
I will follow the footprints of that goodbye

I would like to love you,
without offending. 
Because... 
I would like to love your caresses
so full of blushes. 
So innocently expert, so full of affection and real as the mattress
where we sleep. 
I would like to love you,
still broken and pieces... 
well I keep a mold of you,
the one that opens in my nights... 
for the smile of dawn. 
The unknown of the walls... 
that I would like to love

For appearing again
for illuminating your face with beautiful smiles,
for dancing in heavenly space,
for covering your face with those black hair,
every time you fall in love with something.

For that things: I love you 

Lend me your love, I swear I won't sell it.
I will treasure it as from my childhood my dolls
and when you see that you need self love
I return it to you without problems, and I give you a little of mine too

Blessings for you and yours
Never give up
Love lives around the corner
These are just things someone told me.

Since the day you borned.
I carry homework.

Some verse at night,
and grate the sunrise,
with 10 sheets, full of my things.

That if i think of you.
That if i think of me.
That if we own the world.

Since day you borned.
I carry the homework....
of loving you, even its just on words.

If my demons talk,
i gonna take notes.

i aint gonna,
let them speak thru me

and ill be wise enough
to, see their hell from distance.

ill be humble enough to take them
out of suffer. if they ask.

thats a god's work

When im lonely, i regret.
When im lonely, i dont forget.

When im lonely, i miss you hard babe.
When im lonely, i ask to my self.

Do im dead?
Is she dead?

What it seems..everthing is dead..
between me and her.
No way! how this could happen??

On your hands it is this present id love
On your hands there´s a chance for the future

We should work...we should 
put this hands on duty
we should siege and enjoy....we should

On your hands it´s the life to share
On your hands world seems small

On your hands , bun.

I wonder whats your will.
If we wanted this we are living.
I wonder what keep you far from here.

If it was my bad mood,
or my wrong words.
I must say sorry. 
I'd never loved you more.

I wonder.

Like the birds that come from south.
I wonder day Ill make you proud. 

I wonder.
Because you are my ilusion.

With your touch I heal my wounds.
With your touch I fill my World.

Gently movements to sky, 
of your body.
Took an instant get ready,
to prepare to love you.

With your touch I get best mood. 
With your touch I kiss the moon.

Let me look at you.
Plenty of warm joy.

Let me look at you.
One more time.

Let me look at you.
Cuz i dont want to forget,
what im fated to.

Let me look at you.

Someday I would like to visit your house. 
See through your window.
Converse. 
Respect your ancestors. 
Play with children.

And if id go in my life that way, 
person in person. 
What life would I have lived?

How do not eat god?
this lonely dog,
its hungry of the goddess food.
to feel no rules.

My sacred dear,
i would love you prepare some bread
My sacred dear,
i would love sit glued to your bed

How do not eat god?
this lonely dog,
its waiting to be fed, 
of charms from the sun and moon

i need your love and company
i need your kisses, and your blind faith.

like ever, i´d been feeling lonely
like ever, i rounded my mind
like ever , i´d like try to shine

i need your chance and touch,
i need your smile, while fun.

Im sorry, i failed,
but, who dont once in a life?
why i fail?
there was a sorrow,
there was a broken heart,
there is a scar,
that with your tears of Joy, 
it falls apart.

ill try to follow, everygood,
and not pain.

ill try to follow you.

There is a corner of the world,
where love can be an award,
while it waits, sufocating, shivering,
with all to gain and nothing lose,
but no chance on its gambling

There is a corner where a man prays,
where a man work hardly,
and silently sometimes he cry

yes, also on that corner...

Do you know the pain i feel?
Randomly mighty,
Such in time, last lust of the night.

Hardly, powerfull

Do you know the mist on my being?

Mistical, like ninja

Up on the stars,
i saw life.

Up on your sight,

i see the lighting of your heart.

I wish you long life,
i wish you tried ever you wanted.

I wish you dont need me as much i do,
I wish you ever find your way.

i wish you dont find me aged and ruined.
cuz i´d wish your long life make us aproach. 

I share your love

Laugh of joy 
Or cry unknown
Violent was a meet
Even we stayed on peace 

You my dear
Or you my fate
Unbreakable 

May gods be with us
Under the storm
Caring for each other
Humble enough to always say sorry 

I LOVE YOU MUCH...can you see??