Bhang and Renge

I seehow I must should let gobut my hands forgot the wayand my chest won’t tell them soI seehow your silence speaks more loudthan the storms I held insideor the words I never said out loudI see the fallbefore I flyI feel the endbefore goodbyeI see your lightbut close my eyesI see it alland still… I tryI seethe shadow of your namewritten soft on all my skinlike a flame I can’t containI seehow you walk away in peacewhile I bargain with the pastwith a love that won’t release

Every single silent nightmy heart spells out your name and cryand i blame your hipsfor this madness in meWould like get gluedWould like get hookedYou put me down, i drive you ini carry hope and uncertain shameno where to go, unless your hugevery step i take takes me round and roundwith an unfair fate,from years waiting your kissfrom years, took from grantedlost in vacum of mindless

Tell me goddess, why she lies? why she doesnt want to fight for my love, while im able of everything?why i feel this concern? this dissapointed?why the hell it just cant be??

Yes I was wrong.Sometimes that it’s hard to admit.I was wrong when I said the word that makes me feel wrong is goodbye.Cuz it’s not.I would like to say goodbye to many things, and few people.Even some situations.Word I dislike the most it’s…I’m sorry.Cuz I always felt the worst part.Cuz they expect the apologies, will be accepted. Or not.Say I’m sorry it’s not enough.It was never enough.Even with the promise I won’t do again. I see not many have word on this world.And they will keep making the same mistake.So if you want to calm my sorrow and my pain.Must say this.Humm…I would like to apologize,There’s something I could do for making you feel better?Just take care of the pain you caused.Cuz I can easily say.Get out from sight.And also…Goodbye.That are the words peopleshould fear more from me.Cuz I’ll walk awayWith whatever the feeling it is.And I’ll carry your sorrow.And my wounds.

she said she was older than she was…and it happened again….now she says she is younger than she is..its all a lie what i can expectthis all happens when you dont let me sleepwhen your thoughts consuming mewhen your action its none at allwhen bury me in your soulwhen you destroy myself deep in your heartand nothing ever will remain.is it your soul my final breath?is it your heart where i should rest?

First thing I must say…it’sIt was a pleasure had love you, even with no touch.Even you had touched my heart every night.With this I mean my love came from the inside. From the depths of my inner self.Where i tried make space, clean and bring u in.1st reason…it’s you had broken your promise..Seems you have no word.And be such a coward, for not claiming what was yours.2nd reasonIt’s…that seems I’ll be the one that will pay your wedding.Tell me it’s lie..that i didn’t pay a dowry I should had not.Thats also the word of your family?I will tell them all.3rdI’d been waiting my whole life, and even being able send you with me,Your family had decided punish me with more waiting.4thNone of your action had really approached you to me.Now a single call, it’s useless, barely will serve to hurt us more.5thYou had never caredSo now you I will bury this reasons,And my hopes with them.I wrote this reasons on a paper..and i thought on write behind one motive to love you.And I had thought itAnd it was valid Just I didn’t wrote itIt will lie on my heart.As a tomb, tomb you will never visitCuz it’s yours.I do not write this to get u mad.To show hate, or any means your misunderstanding of what love is.You just must see..I had reasons enough for it.