Bhang and Renge

LIKE YOUR PULSE

I. Eons Through Eons through the marrow of time, I drift—not forward, not back, but inward,where clocks dissolve into breath.There, a pulse—not mine, not yours—threads galaxies like beads on a broken rosary. It remembers before memory,before names hardened into chains.A rhythm older than sorrowbeats quietly beneath the noise of becoming. And I follow it—not as a seeker,but as something already found. II. Move Within Move within,where silence is not absencebut architecture. Corridors of thought bend toward a centerthat refuses to be mapped.Every step inward fractures a version of self—shards falling like obsolete prayers. There is no guide here,only intuition sharpened by solitude.And yet— something walks beside you,breathing when you forget how. III. The Pulse A pulse—erratic as lightning in a sealed sky—disrupts the illusion of stillness. Random, they say.But chaos has its own grammar. Two strangers cross pathsin a city that does not care,yet the air bends slightly—as if reality itself leans closerto listen. Was it chance,or a script written in a languagewe were never meant to read? The pulse does not answer.It only continues. IV. Mirrors of Hell The mirror does not lie—it reveals. Not the face,but the fractures beneath it.Reflections split into corridors of fire,each one a possibility once chosen. There—a version of you that surrendered.There—one that never loved. Hell is not a place.It is recursion. A looping gaze into what you could not become,and the quiet terrorthat you still might. V. Fear That Does Not Age Fear does not wrinkle.It does not forget. It sits, ageless,in the marrow of decisions unmade.A quiet tyrant with no need for voice—only presence. You outgrow lovers,cities,names— but fear remains,perfectly preservedlike a fossil of your first hesitation. And still,you carry it forwardas if it were sacred. VI. Old Demons, New Angels Old demons wear familiar faces—they greet you like friendsyou never truly

May 5, 2026 22:16

ONE LAST MINUTE

If i keep waiting for you…i wont have peace.If i dont have your love,its ok, im already mad..ill become maddestOne last minute by your side..minute that wont comeMy heart was rooted, by your name.Now this life is mine.

March 14, 2026 20:58

It’s Coming Before the Gas Is Wasted

Before the gas is wasted,someone must decidewhether the fire is worth the burn. I thought to myselfin a house that did not belong to me,who will be therewhen the walls remember everything? East Carolina was not a place.It was a direction.It was where silence wentwhen it did not want to speak. “I don’t want,”said the boy made of stone.“I love you,”said the echo inside the corridor.“I am also jealous,”whispered the shadowstanding behind both of them. It’s coming.It’s coming. Not the storm.Not the end.But the moment when excuses dissolveand truth refuses to wait. He admits he is not hoarse.The silence was chosen. There is no such thing hereas accidental forgetting.Every absenceis architecture. Let’s go to the house. But which house?The one before the gas is wasted?The one where I thought to myselfthat I was not strongbut I was calling? I am not strong.But I am calling. The price is not 100 Euros.The price is hesitation.The price is the breath you swallowinstead of sayingstay. Who will be therewhen it’s coming finally arrives? Before the gas is wastedthe flame flickers once more. East Carolina turns into memory.The house turns into decision.The stone learns to speak. It’s coming. Not destruction.Not salvation. Just the momentwhen you stop pretendingyou didn’t hear itall along. And in that moment,before anything burns,before anything collapses,you thought to yourself— I am not strong. But I am calling. And this time,the walls answer.

February 13, 2026 06:15

Seven Times in the Turning Night

[Verse 1]In the night that keeps on turningI whisper what was never saidSeven echoes, softly burningWords that wandered, words that fledFlower blooming in the shadowsPetals falling without soundEvery promise left unchosenStill is circling around[Pre-Chorus]If it had been spokenIf it had been fateWould the sky have openedOr arrived too late?[Chorus]Seven times I call your nameSeven times it fades awayIn the dark we stay the sameLost between the night and dayForm without a shape to holdFire without a flameWhat was never meant to beStill remembers your name[Verse 2]Aya in the silent airAya in the falling rainSomething lingers everywhereLike a half-forgotten painI wrote it in the empty skyI carved it in the stoneWhat was never truly mineStill feels like my own[Bridge – Ritual Chant Style]Aya… Aya…Seven circles, turning slowAya… Aya…In the void we let it goIf it was not destinyWhy does it remain?If it was not meant for meWhy does it call my name?[Final Chorus – Bigger, Cinematic]Seven times I call your nameSeven times it breaks in twoIn the dark it burns the sameEvery shadow shaped like youForm without a shape to holdLight without a flameWhat was never meant to beStill remembers my name

January 25, 2026 21:17

Do not be afraid

At dawn something begins to move within me.A restlessness that once felt dark starts to loosen its grip.What I left behind returns and stands before me.The truth wants to become something new. The stone that held my fear begins to crack.What I kept silent no longer wishes to stay quiet.There was death in my thoughts, heavy nights in my chest,moments when I believed I could not endure. And yet, even in the shadow, something blooms.Even in the night, a flower breathes.Even in silence, a song waits to be heard. Do not be afraid. Let the morning come.Let the morning come.Let the morning come and let all that burdens you move outward. Let fear leave the body.Let what was hidden dissolve.Let the stone remember it can carry life.Let the wound stop burning as punishmentand become proof that you survived. You are not alone in the darkness.You are not lost in the night.What felt like an ending was only passage.What felt like breaking was transformation. Keep being.Keep standing.Keep breathing. The flower does not fear the rock.The dawn does not fear the night.The heart must not fear its own depth. Let what hurts find release.Let what weighs on you find shape.Let what frightens you lose its power. The morning is coming.The morning is coming.The morning is coming, and with it, peace. Do not be afraid. Suno Link: https://suno.com/s/MQ0XySxEAkNqwqTq

January 24, 2026 21:15

YOU LEAVE ME NO WAY TO LOVE

I. Letting Go It wasn’t that we couldn’t.It was that you let gowhile I was still holding. I learned to open my handso what didn’t want to staycould fall.Letting gois also a form of lovewhen staying would mean lying. II. Broken Commitment I called homewhat you called an option. While I spoke of sacrifices,you had already chosennot to understand that word. You didn’t just break a commitment:you broke the placewhere I was willing to stay. III. Not a Priority I was never the center.Not even the edge. I was the “later,”the “we’ll see,”the “not now.” And still I loved youlike someone watering a landthat doesn’t belong to him. IV. The Damage You hurt me.Not out of cruelty,but out of indifference. That hurts more.Because it leaves no enemy,only an absencewhere faith once lived. V. Love Without a Body I loved youwithout kissing your skin,without touching your voice,without inhabiting your days. I loved you in silence,in private promises,in futures that never existed. That was real too.Even without proof. VI. A Clear Conscience I leavewith empty handsand a clean chest. I did what I could.I said what I felt.I waited just enough. No guilt remains.Only tiredness,and a sad peacethat is honest. VII. The Decision I don’t stay where I’m not wanted.I don’t insist where I’m not respected. I open the door in front of meand step outwithout looking back. Not because it doesn’t hurt,but because stayingwould hurt more. VIII. Final Silence Now I go silent.Not to punish you,but to save myself. Silenceis not absence:it is a boundary. And here endswhat I was with you. IX. The Door I don’t close out of anger.I close because I’ve reachedthe end of myself with you. This door makes no noise.It doesn’t creak.It asks for no witnesses. I open itlike someone who understandsthat not everything we loveis

January 17, 2026 00:13

What we care on silence

Bhang & Renge — Lo que se cuida en silencio Poemas íntimos y tiernos sobre la distancia que no separa I. Cerca, aunque lejos Español No estás aquí,pero estás conmigoen la forma en que respiro. Hay presenciasque no hacen ruidoy aun asísostienen el día. हिंदी तुम यहाँ नहीं हो,पर मेरे साथ होमेरी साँसों के तरीके में। कुछ उपस्थितियाँशोर नहीं करतीं,फिर भीदिन को थामे रखती हैं। II. Cuidarnos desde lejos Español Te cuidosin tocarte. Como se cuida una llamadel viento:con el cuerpo alrededor,con paciencia. हिंदी मैं तुम्हारी देखभाल करता हूँबिना छुए। जैसे लौ कोहवा से बचाया जाता है—अपने शरीर से घेरकर,धैर्य से। III. El recuerdo bueno Español No recuerdo tu ausencia.Recuerdo tu calma. Eso que dejastecuando te fuistey nunca se fue del todo. हिंदी मुझे तुम्हारी अनुपस्थिति याद नहीं।मुझे तुम्हारी शांति याद है। वह जो तुम छोड़ गएजब तुम गए,और जो कभी पूरी तरह गया नहीं। IV. Amor que no pide Español Este amor no pide.Acompaña. Se sienta a mi ladocuando dudoy no dice nada. Eso basta. हिंदी यह प्रेम कुछ नहीं माँगता।साथ चलता है। मेरे पास बैठता हैजब मैं संदेह करता हूँऔर कुछ नहीं कहता। यही काफ़ी है। V. Pensarte despacio Español Te piensocomo se piensa algo frágil:sin apurar. Porque lo delicadono se llama a gritos,se cuida con tiempo. हिंदी मैं तुम्हेंकिसी नाज़ुक चीज़ की तरह सोचता हूँ—बिना जल्दी किए। क्योंकि कोमल चीज़ेंचिल्लाकर नहीं बुलायी जातीं,उन्हें समय से संभाला जाता है। VI. Permanecer Español Si el mundo cambia,yo no. No en esto. Aquí sigo,en lo pequeño,en lo constante,en lo que no necesita demostrarse. हिंदी अगर दुनिया बदल जाए,तो भी मैं नहीं बदलता। कम से कम इसमें नहीं। मैं यहीं हूँ—छोटी चीज़ों में,स्थिरता में,उसमें जिसे साबित करने की ज़रूरत नहीं। VII. Sin miedo Español Amarte asíno duele. Descansa. Es saberque no hace falta correrpara llegar. हिंदी तुमसे इस तरह प्रेम करनादर्द

January 14, 2026 05:58

Where separation does not exist

Bhang & Renge — Donde no existe la separación Ciclo poético sobre la distancia, el olvido y el amor que no cambia I. Distancia Español La distancia no es un lugar.Es una forma del tiempocuando decide caminar despacio. Estamos lejossolo para el cuerpo.Lo demássigue llegando puntual. हिंदी दूरी कोई जगह नहीं है।वह समय का एक रूप हैजब वह धीरे चलना चुनता है। हम शरीर से दूर हैं,बाक़ी सबअब भी समय परपहुंचता है। II. Olvido Español El olvido no siempre borra.A veces protege. Te olvidécomo se olvida una herida:no porque no importe,sino porque ya no sangra. हिंदी भूलना हमेशा मिटाना नहीं होता।कभी-कभीवह रक्षा करता है। मैंने तुम्हें ऐसे भुलायाजैसे घाव भुलाए जाते हैं—क्योंकि वे महत्वहीन नहीं,बल्कि अब खून नहीं बहाते। III. Separación Español Nos separamospara aprenderqué no se rompe. La ausencia fue una prueba,no una sentencia. Y aquí estamos:distintos,pero intactos. हिंदी हम अलग हुएयह जानने के लिएकि क्या नहीं टूटता। अनुपस्थिति एक परीक्षा थी,कोई सज़ा नहीं। और हम यहाँ हैं—बदले हुए,पर सुरक्षित। IV. Lo que no se va Español Hay un amorque no necesita presencia. No reclama,no persigue,no duda. Permanececomo el pulso:silencioso,pero fiel. हिंदी एक ऐसा प्रेम होता हैजिसे उपस्थिति की ज़रूरत नहीं। वह न माँगता है,न पीछा करता है,न संदेह करता है। वह बना रहता हैधड़कन की तरह—शांत,पर सच्चा। V. Emociones Español Las emociones rugen.El amor no. El amor observacómo pasa la tormentasin moverse de su sitio. Esoes lo profundo. हिंदी भावनाएँ दहाड़ती हैं।प्रेम नहीं। प्रेम देखता हैतूफ़ान को गुजरते हुएबिना अपनी जगह छोड़े। यहीगहराई है। VI. Sin separación Español Nunca estuvimos separados.Solo confundimosdistancia con ruptura. El amor verdaderono sabe irse.Solo sabeesperar despierto. हिंदी हम कभी अलग नहीं थे।हमने केवलदूरी को टूटन समझ लिया। सच्चा प्रेमजाना नहीं जानता।वह केवलजागते हुए प्रतीक्षा करता है।

January 14, 2026 05:55

Where Desire Learns to Listen

Where Desire Learns to Listen A third poetic collection for Bhang & Renge I. Threshold There is a momentbefore wanting becomes intention. It feels like standingat a dooryou are not sureyou want opened. That moment—that hesitation—is where I find you most real. II. The Shape of Waiting Waiting is not emptiness.It has a form. It leans against the ribs,paces the mind,teaches the heartto beat without demanding. I wait for youthe way one waits for meaning:open,but not desperate. III. Near Enough You were closewithout invading. Your presencerespected the architecture of my silence. Some bodies knowexactly how far to standto be unforgettable. IV. Soft Gravity Desire does not always pull downward. Sometimesit draws circles,slow orbits of attention,until two thoughtsbegin to bend toward each otherwithout collision. That is your gravity on me. V. Thinking of Touch Touch beginslong before skin. It startswhen the mind agreesto linger. I touched you there—where thought loses its edgesand becomes sensation. VI. Night Without Urgency The night did not rush us. It unfoldedlike a careful sentencethat knows it will be reread. In that calm darkness,wanting felt intelligent—aware of itself,unafraid of waiting. VII. What Remains If nothing happens,something remains. A clarity.A resonance.The quiet certaintythat desire does not always seek release—sometimes it seeks recognition. And in that,I recognize you.

January 6, 2026 17:35

Between Breath and Thought

Between Breath and Thought A second poetic collection for Bhang & Renge I. First Contact Before your hands,there was the idea of your hands. They crossed my thoughtswith the delicacy of somethingthat knows it will arrivebut chooses not to rush. Desire, I learned,is patience with intention. II. The Weight of Looking You looked at meas if time had leaned forward. Nothing happened.That was the moment. Some gazesdo not ask permission—they simply stayuntil the body understands. III. Quiet Heat There is a heatthat does not sweat,does not shout,does not demand. It settles low in the chest,steady,like a truththat no longer needs proof. That is how I want you. IV. Almost We did not cross the line.That was the miracle. The almostheld us betterthan the act ever could. There are distancesso charged with meaningthat closing themwould feel like a loss. V. Thought Undressing Itself I undressed the thought of youslowly. An idea here,a hesitation there,until nothing remainedbut attention. The mind, too,has its wayof becoming naked. VI. Staying You stayedin the pause after words. Not filling it.Not escaping it. And I understood then:desire matureswhen no one is afraidof silence. VII. What We Do Not Name Let us not name this. Names hurry things.They trap. What lives between usneeds space—to breathe,to evolve,to choose itself each day. And that choiceis the most intimate gestureI know.

January 6, 2026 16:59

Cartography of a Conscious Desire

Cartography of a Conscious Desire A poetic collection for Bhang & Renge I. Geography of Desire I think of youthe way one thinks of a city at dusk:not by its streets,but by the light still breathing in its windows. I don’t touch you.I sense you.And in that precise distancemy desire learns to say your namewithout breaking it. II. The Language of Skin There is a languagethat isn’t written with lettersnor spoken by the mouth. It is learnedwhen your breathingloses its order near mineand the world, for a moment,forgets its grammar. III. Erotic Thought It isn’t your bodythat I desire first. It is the idea of your bodycrossing my mindlike a questionI do not want answered. After that,everything elseis consequence. IV. Slowness I like to imagine you slowly.Desire does not run:it walks. It sits,observes,waits for the pulse to become honest. And then,only then,it burns. V. Intimacy There is a kind of nakednessthat does not remove clothes. It beginswhen someone stayseven though they could leave. That is where the erotic begins.That is where love begins. VI. Your Absence Also Touches When you are not heremy body does not shut down. It thinks.It remembers.It rehearses gestures that never happened. There are absencesthat caress betterthan many hands. VII. Bhang & Renge Between your world and minethere is no border:there is translation. You read me in silence.I write you in waiting. And so,without grand promises,we desire each otherlike those who guard a flamethat does not wish to burn the night.

January 6, 2026 16:56

HATE

I hate, yesI hate all those little inconveniences.I hate,that I keep no love.I hate,the way your hair covers your eyes,making me fall in love with a shadow.I hate,the way you looked at mewith starry eyes,as if you had found a pot of gold.I hate your smile,always making me weak,forcing me down to my knees.And I don’t know how you see my hate,but I hate to hate it…because that hatemade me love youas fiercely as hatehas never been.

August 27, 2025 07:26

I SEE

I seehow I must should let gobut my hands forgot the wayand my chest won’t tell them soI seehow your silence speaks more loudthan the storms I held insideor the words I never said out loudI see the fallbefore I flyI feel the endbefore goodbyeI see your lightbut close my eyesI see it alland still… I tryI seethe shadow of your namewritten soft on all my skinlike a flame I can’t containI seehow you walk away in peacewhile I bargain with the pastwith a love that won’t release

July 17, 2025 19:55

EVERY SINGLE NIGHT

Every single silent nightmy heart spells out your name and cryand i blame your hipsfor this madness in meWould like get gluedWould like get hookedYou put me down, i drive you ini carry hope and uncertain shameno where to go, unless your hugevery step i take takes me round and roundwith an unfair fate,from years waiting your kissfrom years, took from grantedlost in vacum of mindless

July 17, 2025 19:36

TELL ME

Tell me goddess, why she lies? why she doesnt want to fight for my love, while im able of everything?why i feel this concern? this dissapointed?why the hell it just cant be??

July 10, 2025 17:08

I WAS WRONG

Yes I was wrong.Sometimes that it’s hard to admit.I was wrong when I said the word that makes me feel wrong is goodbye.Cuz it’s not.I would like to say goodbye to many things, and few people.Even some situations.Word I dislike the most it’s…I’m sorry.Cuz I always felt the worst part.Cuz they expect the apologies, will be accepted. Or not.Say I’m sorry it’s not enough.It was never enough.Even with the promise I won’t do again. I see not many have word on this world.And they will keep making the same mistake.So if you want to calm my sorrow and my pain.Must say this.Humm…I would like to apologize,There’s something I could do for making you feel better?Just take care of the pain you caused.Cuz I can easily say.Get out from sight.And also…Goodbye.That are the words peopleshould fear more from me.Cuz I’ll walk awayWith whatever the feeling it is.And I’ll carry your sorrow.And my wounds.

July 3, 2025 14:41

ALL I CAN EXPECT

she said she was older than she was…and it happened again….now she says she is younger than she is..its all a lie what i can expectthis all happens when you dont let me sleepwhen your thoughts consuming mewhen your action its none at allwhen bury me in your soulwhen you destroy myself deep in your heartand nothing ever will remain.is it your soul my final breath?is it your heart where i should rest?

July 2, 2025 08:14

5 REASON TO RAGE

First thing I must say…it’sIt was a pleasure had love you, even with no touch.Even you had touched my heart every night.With this I mean my love came from the inside. From the depths of my inner self.Where i tried make space, clean and bring u in.1st reason…it’s you had broken your promise..Seems you have no word.And be such a coward, for not claiming what was yours.2nd reasonIt’s…that seems I’ll be the one that will pay your wedding.Tell me it’s lie..that i didn’t pay a dowry I should had not.Thats also the word of your family?I will tell them all.3rdI’d been waiting my whole life, and even being able send you with me,Your family had decided punish me with more waiting.4thNone of your action had really approached you to me.Now a single call, it’s useless, barely will serve to hurt us more.5thYou had never caredSo now you I will bury this reasons,And my hopes with them.I wrote this reasons on a paper..and i thought on write behind one motive to love you.And I had thought itAnd it was valid Just I didn’t wrote itIt will lie on my heart.As a tomb, tomb you will never visitCuz it’s yours.I do not write this to get u mad.To show hate, or any means your misunderstanding of what love is.You just must see..I had reasons enough for it.

July 2, 2025 04:49

TODAY

Today, you lose.You lose me. You lose the hope of a joyful future.You chain your fate to a miserable existence—of loss, fear, and suffering.Those you love most will leave your side.And yet, you will always have me.Burning in rage, crying out for vengeance.I will take them all, like the Angel of Extermination.For this, God brought me into the world.They forbade me everything. They stole my time.They punished me. They humiliated me.Nothing shall remain but the ashes of this world,and the eternal love God once held for us.They kept me from joy, from giving my heart freely.Now I am untamed, an indomitable executor,who will strike without mercy—in my own way, but without mercy.Thus have you made me.

June 30, 2025 14:47

10000 NIGHT I HAD CRYED

Ten thousand nights I have wept your absence,and ten thousand more, for the wound of your love.A thousand poems have bled from my soulfor a glimpse of heaven beside your light.I no longer know how to let go of what I feel.I no longer know how to cry—unless it’s for you.I no longer know how to love—unless it’s you.I no longer know how to write—unless your shadowquivers at the edge of every verse.And I no longer know what hell awaits mefor this love that won’t forget,that won’t die,that burns me still—like a god without a shrine.

June 29, 2025 11:49

IF YOU ASK ME

If you ask what do I see on youI see beautiful womanWith such nice and big heart.With good caring of her self and the ones you love.You got a nice a soul,A nice smile, nice eyesMany things are pretty on you.I see you got ambition. Will…And power over me. I’m not afraid of it.I dare you to chase,to follow, to lead.I didn’t dare you to love me.But you did.You showed it with every single thing I mentioned.For long years.Ever thankfulSurely we bothI love you as you are..as you came..As you build up your self.Will we ever regret on us?Surely not Thousand times I’ll commit the mistake,On this life or others.Of seeking for you, no matter hard it could be. No matter how far.Cuz I know it was never a mistakeWalk my steps to you.Would you walk with me?When I finally can touch you.

June 26, 2025 01:06

IF YOU ALLOW ME TO ASK

What do you know about a man tears?What do expect from a man?Man that seems not to fall,to not surrender.That do not give up on you.Man that could had worship and raised your values.That is always able to show love..even you opened a war on him.What do you know?About self respect he must have, cuz if he doesnt no one will respect him.What do you know?about treacheries, and wounds,he never talk about.and wont you let you see…If you allow to me ask,what do you know about me?

June 23, 2025 23:38

WOULD YOU EVER CARE?

Would u ever care?If I wanted build castle on sky.Or a home made of sand?If I wanted create the essence of the perfect parfum for your skin?Mixed with few drops of charms,Some tears of joy.Some bitter citric like gintonic on saturdays night. We would love to share together.And some feels of bhang smoke…Using lotus for changing the breeze.Had you ever cared?Would you ever care?If I didnt dare to tell? If I didn’t wanted ask?So when I do, had do I cared?If I don’t ask you now..Would you ever care?Do u want to build your life?Or you wanna build together?Do you wanna make my day?Or will it be…just an it could had been.Would you ever care?If you are the other face of the coin of one soul?If the morning ever bring sun, when you had call?Or the night it’s useless, and when one turns unable to sleep…And do not do till you wake up…for falling on your dream. Without a seen..

June 22, 2025 22:56

WHOLE YEAR ON MY THOUGHTS

In the spring of my days,I already dreamed of you.In the summer when I saw you,I already fell in love with you.The autumn when you left,returning home…was cold and intense.And in the winter, harsh and punishing.I long for your kisses, your warmth, your embrace…your love.

June 15, 2025 23:10

TEARS IN MY EYES

Words solve everything,but sometimes…they’re not enough.I don’t want an armed conflict.Just for saying I want you,just for saying I love you.And maybe I’ll have to apologize,with tears in my eyes.for not knowing how to express what I feel for you,without tears in my eyes.

June 15, 2025 22:38

IF YOU ASK YOUR SELF

I know I am a good man,and I don’t need to beg or plead for anything.What is given to me — it’s in my hand to accept.And what is not — it is within me not to desire it,nor to take it by force.If you ask yourself,you’ll see that I was always by your side.That for you I have killed, and for you I would die.That if I had you in my arms, I couldn’t let you go.And if you were to die in them,nothing would stop me fromleaving my body behind, and following you until the end of days.If you ask yourself…Yes, I’ve had bad luck.Yes, I loved you.I cried for you, even felt betrayed.At one point, I even wished for death —because my life had lost all meaning.If you ask yourself,my life no longer holds meaning,I swear I have no ikigai left.But it will come to me.Somehow.Still… what will become of me without you?

April 4, 2025 15:32

IT COULD HAVE BEEN BETTER

It’s true, I’ve lost time, loves, friends.And none of them will ever come back.I’ve missed out on the most important things in life, like:my youth — sick, sad, alone;I’ve lost opportunities, I’ve lost the chance to have a wife.And even though I have many descendants,I’ve never spent even 24 straight hours beside any of my children.I’m losing the person I’ve valued most in my life.And the chance to be happy for the rest of my days.And you, my love?You lost 250K for not accepting my good will…and another 300 or 600 women with your same namehad no hesitation in accepting the money.Yet none of them stayed by my side.What should I do? many would ask.Some would ask God, their parents, or family.I’m asking you.Because if I ask myself… neither I nor the world would find peace.But still, I ask myself, and I say:You have a world to conquer.For the love of a woman will never be again.You were the last chance,when in truth, you were always the first.And I, I believe I can no longer believe in love.I don’t think it’s possible anymore.

April 4, 2025 15:30

DONT YOU CALL ME DANGER?

Yes I amYes I am the oneThe one that could make the world burn..Just if you were just not on itThe one thatWill protect you from othersand from yourself Fiercely and even bloodily.The oneThats able to put himselfOn this dangerous loveWhere the wounds of distance killWhere the silence of many year weight heavily Where the absent of your lipsJust made meWhat I amAnd what i ever wasYour dangerous lover💕 LOVE YOU AND EVER WILL

April 3, 2025 23:07

I HOPE ONE DAY

I hope one day..You can say proudlyI was the first man you love.That cover and kill for you.That you can say proudly.He never stopped loving me,Nit for a second, since I came to his life.That you can say to all.He sweared love and respect me, for the rest of the life.On the richness and on the poornessOn the health or sickness.That you make em all see.I’m a man of word.And I accepted this fateYou too.😭♥️😭

April 3, 2025 22:45

CANDY CRUSH

Arg!!…that lips on honey, that chocacrisp when i see youHow can one not fall in love, with your kitty hamsyour booty bumps, your feedy breast. how not get that candy? should i steal it…should i mate it.should we care eachother daily?should i start another silly conversation? should i dream, that this tale wasnt finish..that we fated, by ancestors and the pledges that a star shine at the hour of our meeting

March 4, 2025 02:37

POETIC DEATH vol 1

it would be nice, try and try, till one moment..world will let us shine, ur heart full loveto enlight with tails of the willik kebase mer ketab?

March 4, 2025 02:21

DANCE WITH ME

Dance with meYou wont regretDance till our broken dreams,mix together, and echoes from a distant pastcome again to our life.Filling with love and joy.

January 22, 2025 18:57

IS IT TOO LATE??

Is it to late to call?…I’m trying to dare..but I can’tEven the want to see your smile it’s not few.I’m sorry I’m a coward

January 22, 2025 18:53

FIRE ON THE SHEETS

The city is painted with lightsthe moon draws your face.And I, at so many in the morningwith my crosses and my strange movestrapped in my body, until I dreamof traveling by your side,we don’t know what tomorrow holdsbut we must be preparedmaybe God is not this one on my sidenor the angels nor the musesobtuse lyrical ones, that vibrate in love and lustnights of smoke, and old songsthat make the skin crawl, of the heartsblindly I sketch out the reasons,of so many bad tastes.Because I long for your lipsthose kisses that fill my souland caress me on the backmaybe your hands are just a placebothat works as a remedyand I can’t do anything,except give myself to itI’m yours, and you know itthere are no egos or gamesmental paradises, where I caress your breastsafter long nights of vigilI calm the fury, and give my ragebetween your hipsfire in the sheetswhere there is no room for doubtit’s me and my goddess,who free ourselves from the tortures of life

January 12, 2025 13:47

NOR THE WORLD WITHOUT YOU

I look at the stars, I gaze at the sky,But none of them shine the way you do, my love, my why.The world turns, the seasons pass,Yet it’s empty without you, none can surpass.Nor the earth, nor the sun, nor the skies so blue,Could ever compare to a world with you.

January 10, 2025 20:59

THE WORD THAT WILL EVER MAKE MY CRY

A word so simple, yet full of pain,It lingers like tears in the rain.A single utterance, and hearts will break,It’s the one word no one can fake.The word that will ever make cry,Is goodbye.

January 10, 2025 20:58

HEART UNSEEN

A heart so deep, yet so unseen,Hidden in shadows, lost in between.It beats a rhythm no one knows,A love that only quietly grows.Invisible to the world outside,But in its silence, there’s nowhere to hide.

January 10, 2025 20:55

IT WILL NEVER END

A cycle unbroken, forever it spins,The story of us, where it begins.Time may pass, the world may bend,But this will never end.The echoes of love, the songs we send,Forever, it will never end.

January 10, 2025 20:53

WILL YOU???

Will you call today, or is it just a thought,Will you call tomorrow, or will silence be sought?Will you call me every day, or is it too much to ask,Will you hold me close or let go of the task?Will you, will you, or fade into the night,Leaving me alone in the absence of light?

January 10, 2025 20:51

BETWEEN GOD AND SHIT

I feel as powerful as God,and at the same time, I am the last piece of shit in the world, almost like God.The world should be under my feet, and not me under wills other than my desires and my feelings.But you know what? I don’t mind putting myself at your feet… I would kiss them even if they were dirty, I would put myself at your feet, even if the floor was soakedWithout a doubt, it is… because you are the best thing that has ever happened to me, even though I have barely been able to be at your side.

January 9, 2025 20:16

LOST ON THE NIGHT

As salty and slippery as the water of the sea.Lost myself in the night of your hair, to see two stars, like those that shine from the sky, observing the orb that is loved, and in a sunset of beautiful and flagrant smile that the sun of your mouth offers us.I will sink into the darkness of your brilliant being, to remain lost in the night. my sun. see you at dawn.

January 7, 2025 19:33

CLEAN SEA

You take away my fears,You also take away my sleep,But after your kisses,I fall exhausted, in a clean sea of heaven,Where we shine, with love.

January 2, 2025 15:29

MY GODDESS

I have a goddess in my bed, who is a thousand times better than all the gods in your churchmere bistar mein ek devee hai, jo aapake charch ke sabhee devataon ke baare mein hajaaron vichaar detee hai

January 2, 2025 15:24

SHORT VIP

Join our hands at churchGirija mein haath aana

January 1, 2025 23:22

ALWAYS IN MY HEART

Always in my heart,with a smile, with a beautiful look, with the love that I have always sought.hamesha mere dil mein,ek muskaan ke saath, ek sundar nazar ke saaathus pyaar ke saath jisake mainne hamesha talaash kee hai

January 1, 2025 23:19

INSOMNIA

I have spent years devoting my insomnia to you,and this week my dreams too,I have kissed you, hugged you, licked youand I have slept happily, for the first time in a long time

January 1, 2025 23:13

SILENCE

What happened to me in the silence at night? What happened to me in the silence at night. He is sitting there listening to me.

December 21, 2024 14:43

DREAMMING ABOUT YOU

This is how I spend my nights alonedreaming of you, watching you cry in silencebut I’m there by your side,and you don’t feel my presence. It hurts me, not being able to console your sorrows…not being able to solve your insomnia with kisses. not being able to share my dreams with you, not being able to give you the hug that makes you feel how much I love you.

December 21, 2024 14:38

LIGHT DROPS

In the dichotomy of life,we must observe how subtletyis more powerful than brute force.As the delicate, it does not have to be fragile.And here this humble poet,with the subtlety of a life worked for, yearns for the delicateness of your love

November 23, 2024 18:39

I WOULD DIE FOR YOU

I would die for youbut I prefer to love you until I die,to be reborn, to embrace you again.It doesn’t matter how many lives pass, you are still just as beautiful in my eyes.Just as special in my heart

November 13, 2024 14:51

AND NOW FOR MY NEXT NUMBER

i love youi would like to say now i live youand be sure i will never leave youwhat a trick eh?

October 26, 2024 00:58

AND HERE I AM

I’ve hit rock bottom, it’s true.But I still have my goals.I’ve done things I’m not proud of.I have lost people who valued me.And here I am, talking to you, without seeing you, without feeling you, because I have no one and nothing.

October 25, 2024 07:08

WILL NOT LOOK BACK

I’m lone poor and sadBut I won’t look backI had born to succeed And make this world mineI ain’t make wrong taking what’s mineAnd you got the choiceTo stay on my side…And this will keep on…like who knewHow can one? Be so stupid, to rule over this world.Must be mad…must be genius…must be poor…

October 25, 2024 07:01

HEARTBEATS

id been taught, like light and love.that the only church live on our heart.and i was taught like that…cuz darkest shadows, of fear and painone can feel…even from the long distancesurounding the air, with the fuzzy scream of insanitiesone must try shine…like the stars on the empty dark space oceanyou can never know how useful the good skills of lightyou can bring, could be, to others.

October 7, 2024 04:47

UMMM…LETS MAKE A BABY

Did you know, i ever wanted to be father??maybe waiting for it, since day that borned my brotherWe could be real good parents

September 2, 2024 01:52

GONNA MAKE IT STRONGER

Lets make it stronger,the love, the feel, the touch between our lips

September 2, 2024 00:32

THE MOST BEAUTIFUL JEWEL FROM INDIA

There are moans and screams,from a cold day on the fevers of my bed,where so many times i missed my lady.Oh mere mahila vrajatta,you are the most beautiful jewel from India.Nor zaffires, nit emeralds can compare.Neither the jewels from the head of the cobras

September 1, 2024 08:57

BET YOU CANT GUESS

I bet you cant guess,why im unable to sleepit sure you cant guess,why i have a smile on my face.Just the satisfaction from nice work,well done.

September 1, 2024 08:05

WHY THIS???

This is because, my no mind.This is because, my inocent selfish.This is because, i ever wanted you…Since i was kid, i searched you.I reached you,but like happiness it cant last forever.And i lost.I lost my self, i lost you.I let you go back.When all i ever wanted was to keep your side.Since the first time i got you on my arms,maybe before.

August 20, 2024 14:16

SORROWS AND WHATEVERS

sorry, so sorrymaybe i disgusted you….maybe i disgusted my self too….but im trying open my way…what ever it leads to you, will be fine, my godesswhat ever retains me here, soon will free mewhatever it waits by your side, will be eternal seconds of joy and love

July 10, 2024 07:08

GOOD FEELINGS

Let´s go, i got the best feeling ever.And i know mere jaan, what you feel, it’ s not what i´d done, it was the way i was doing.It´s not the place where i go.It´s just that you´re there.It can be so easy,just you and me…

July 8, 2024 23:15

A DIRTY THOUGHT

too dirty, is this talk, too vulgar. I wouldn’t know where to start telling, the things I would do to you, but they include bondage I wouldn’t know where to start kissing you, but it would be enough for me to have you in these stubborn arms, As some poet said, since it is nothing of your body. If mine’s desire, for your touch, for your heartbeats, for your enjoyment. because my body ends up in my skin, but my soul ends every night after your shadow And in what you remember to get your pleasure

March 21, 2024 07:43

THE SHAKING OF YOUR HIPS

who was a rally car, to slide through your curves, who was music, to make you dance. who was the air, that you could breathe I am nothing more, than the crackling of a dying bonfire, I am nothing more than a forgotten love. but because of the trembling of your hips, It was that I embarked on this aimless journey, at the mercy of the waves, to fulfill the dream of kissing your lips

March 21, 2024 07:34

THERE IS NO PATH

There is no path, where I am. I am immersed in a blackish sea. from which I will not leave. Who will come to give me air? Who will come to remove my corpse from the shore? Will it be like this? like a rotting whale? Or maybe you can teach me to swim: countercurrent, submerged. submerged, in this bypass, which is dedicating some verses to you, where I swim, where my thoughts are heard, to tell you everything, without saying almost anything

March 21, 2024 07:27

PREDILECTION

It’s still you, so beautiful, so graceful, and volatile so tender and subtle, so nice to feel, You are still my favorite The first lesson in true love that I took

March 21, 2024 07:19

MY FLOWERS

serene and calm on the green grass they whisper When will he come to water me? Will I be forgotten and withered? Or will it keep me forever in some book? Will I be eternal like his writings? Will you protect me with love, the day I need it? Why should I be a flower, and he the one who steps on the grass? There are too many questions for the existence of a simple, although beautiful flower.

March 21, 2024 07:13

REMEMBA?

you don’t remember anymore… of how dreams woven our encounters. of how the nights grew longer… in our absences. of the candles and the light until dawn. you don’t remember anymore… I can’t stop loving you

October 9, 2023 16:05

OK, I´D LIED

Ok i lied, i lied when: I said to myself i dont need you. When, i said to myself, it was imposible to be together. I lied, i have no excuse. But you always had known the truth. If im alive it´s because of you. If i continue writting to you, It´s because the love i profess, because, even you are not married to me. Even on the good and the wrong. Even on health or sickness. Even on wealth or poorness. I ever wanted to be with you. And this tears, can swear this it´s truth.

October 7, 2023 17:54

RANGE OF THE RENGE

I wonder how are your besides,I wonder, how muddy are your streets,i wont miss the dance of cobra,nit talk to that naga,i wont miss smell of the flower on your hair.nit the dances promised.I wonder your seductives moves.and i wonder, be with you.On pure love levitation.

June 26, 2023 01:07

DANGEROUS CURVES

Under the shadow of the scythe, from where no one escapes. Ties are woven, which sometimes have to be cut. What binds us to this truth? If in every curve you took in bad company. If in each curve I felt that the happiness of this world was escaping. Because maybe you never understood. That you were in the car. But I am the road

May 27, 2023 18:11

WHEN

When I can’t with my body, when I can’t even see I feel you, even if you are not. When sorrow becomes beautiful, when joy overflows me. Even if you’re not here, I feel your blessing

April 15, 2023 08:06

7am LONELINESS

Alone, at 7 in the morning, when I’m ready to go to bed, I realize that you have always been lacking in it.

April 15, 2023 07:54

STRANGE HOURS

You know that I am a poet of strange hours I don’t forgive or forget.. that I write it all in the verses of memory… That my love for you endures… that whips me and runs me wild that your dancing laugh… dazzles me and that in your eyes of sea water.. I want to immerse myself and not come out

April 10, 2023 16:57

ONE LAST BREATH

And I have a lump in my throat… that won’t go away… a sorrow that torments me… and does not fade… I don’t see light, I don’t feel darkness just remains of a fleeting love that comes and goes…and never stops. That clings to me in the pain of the soul.. in the feeling that everything is lost.. I just have to take one last breath and remember that I loved you

April 10, 2023 16:48

LET ME BE

Let me be with myself. Let me with my solitude. Let me express my feel. Because i always shy up. when on your eyes, i read “My love”

March 18, 2023 04:16

CAN NOT REGRET

I wont be able, to love you once again. because when that love started, it got to infinity on couple seconds. And god knows, i dont regret. I cant regret. Not ’cause selfish feelings. Not ’cause i expected you, since i was child. Not ’cause my love died. It was maybe money, It was maybe sickness, It was maybe distance. But i can not regret. Even i can not love once again. That love was like Samadhi, it can only happen once. if you have luck.

March 18, 2023 04:09

I WANT TO DIE

I want to die by your side because for you I die of love I want to fall asleep in an eternal sleep where we both live and when i come back to life I will follow the footprints of that goodbye

February 12, 2023 18:26

LIKE TO LOVE YOU

I would like to love you, without offending. Because… I would like to love your caresses so full of blushes. So innocently expert, so full of affection and real as the mattress where we sleep. I would like to love you, still broken and pieces… well I keep a mold of you, the one that opens in my nights… for the smile of dawn. The unknown of the walls… that I would like to love

February 11, 2023 02:55

THANK U SUN

For appearing again for illuminating your face with beautiful smiles, for dancing in heavenly space, for covering your face with those black hair, every time you fall in love with something. For that things: I love you

January 27, 2023 00:43

LEND ME YOUR LOVE

Lend me your love, I swear I won’t sell it. I will treasure it as from my childhood my dolls and when you see that you need self love I return it to you without problems, and I give you a little of mine too

January 19, 2023 01:02

SOMEONE TOLD ME

Blessings for you and yours Never give up Love lives around the corner These are just things someone told me.

January 14, 2023 07:10

I CARRY HOMEWORK

Since the day you borned. I carry homework. Some verse at night, and grate the sunrise, with 10 sheets, full of my things. That if i think of you. That if i think of me. That if we own the world. Since day you borned. I carry the homework…. of loving you, even its just on words.

December 22, 2022 06:24

IF MY DEMONS TALK

If my demons talk, i gonna take notes. i aint gonna, let them speak thru me and ill be wise enough to, see their hell from distance. ill be humble enough to take them out of suffer. if they ask. thats a god’s work

December 22, 2022 06:13

WHEN IM LONELY

When im lonely, i regret. When im lonely, i dont forget. When im lonely, i miss you hard babe. When im lonely, i ask to my self. Do im dead? Is she dead? What it seems..everthing is dead.. between me and her. No way! how this could happen??

September 30, 2022 00:24

ON YOUR HANDS

On your hands it is this present id love On your hands there´s a chance for the future We should work…we should put this hands on duty we should siege and enjoy….we should On your hands it´s the life to share On your hands world seems small On your hands , bun.

August 8, 2022 00:42

HOW I WISH

When ever I had a wish, It never came true. When ever a wish came true, It was not asked desire. But you are my wish, and my not asked desire. Cuz I miss your hugs, And much more your kisses. So, I saw, a falling star this night. And I reluctantly said: Bring her back to me, or at least, bring her back to life. Because, im ya terrible missing, The best luck of my life. That was to meet you. And be able to love you. How I wish to wish you. But I silently ask for it. Like one that unwittingly, Needs you here.

August 7, 2022 22:47

AND I WONDER

I wonder whats your will. If we wanted this we are living. I wonder what keep you far from here. If it was my bad mood, or my wrong words. I must say sorry. I’d never loved you more. I wonder. Like the birds that come from south. I wonder day Ill make you proud. I wonder. Because you are my ilusion.

August 7, 2022 00:31

LOVELY TOUCH

With your touch I heal my wounds. With your touch I fill my World. Gently movements to sky, of your body. Took an instant get ready, to prepare to love you. With your touch I get best mood. With your touch I kiss the moon.

August 7, 2022 00:24

LET ME LOOK AT YOU ONE MORE TIME

Let me look at you. Plenty of warm joy. Let me look at you. One more time. Let me look at you. Cuz i dont want to forget, what im fated to. Let me look at you.

July 29, 2022 18:01

THROUGH YOUR WINDOW

Someday I would like to visit your house. See through your window. Converse. Respect your ancestors. Play with children. And if id go in my life that way, person in person. What life would I have lived?

May 31, 2022 23:28

DOG EATS GOD

How do not eat god? this lonely dog, its hungry of the goddess food. to feel no rules. My sacred dear, i would love you prepare some bread My sacred dear, i would love sit glued to your bed How do not eat god? this lonely dog, its waiting to be fed, of charms from the sun and moon

May 15, 2022 03:05

MORE THAN NEVER

i need your love and company i need your kisses, and your blind faith. like ever, i´d been feeling lonely like ever, i rounded my mind like ever , i´d like try to shine i need your chance and touch, i need your smile, while fun.

May 15, 2022 02:56

SORROW NO FOLLOW

Im sorry, i failed, but, who dont once in a life? why i fail? there was a sorrow, there was a broken heart, there is a scar, that with your tears of Joy, it falls apart. ill try to follow, everygood, and not pain. ill try to follow you.

May 15, 2022 02:51

THERE IS A CORNER

There is a corner of the world, where love can be an award, while it waits, sufocating, shivering, with all to gain and nothing lose, but no chance on its gambling There is a corner where a man prays, where a man work hardly, and silently sometimes he cry yes, also on that corner…

April 29, 2022 23:16

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