Bhang and Renge

Today, you lose.You lose me. You lose the hope of a joyful future.You chain your fate to a miserable existence—of loss, fear, and suffering.Those you love most will leave your side.And yet, you will always have me.Burning in rage, crying out for vengeance.I will take them all, like the Angel of Extermination.For this, God brought me into the world.They forbade me everything. They stole my time.They punished me. They humiliated me.Nothing shall remain but the ashes of this world,and the eternal love God once held for us.They kept me from joy, from giving my heart freely.Now I am untamed, an indomitable executor,who will strike without mercy—in my own way, but without mercy.Thus have you made me.

Ten thousand nights I have wept your absence,and ten thousand more, for the wound of your love.A thousand poems have bled from my soulfor a glimpse of heaven beside your light.I no longer know how to let go of what I feel.I no longer know how to cry—unless it’s for you.I no longer know how to love—unless it’s you.I no longer know how to write—unless your shadowquivers at the edge of every verse.And I no longer know what hell awaits mefor this love that won’t forget,that won’t die,that burns me still—like a god without a shrine.

If you ask what do I see on youI see beautiful womanWith such nice and big heart.With good caring of her self and the ones you love.You got a nice a soul,A nice smile, nice eyesMany things are pretty on you.I see you got ambition. Will…And power over me. I’m not afraid of it.I dare you to chase,to follow, to lead.I didn’t dare you to love me.But you did.You showed it with every single thing I mentioned.For long years.Ever thankfulSurely we bothI love you as you are..as you came..As you build up your self.Will we ever regret on us?Surely not Thousand times I’ll commit the mistake,On this life or others.Of seeking for you, no matter hard it could be. No matter how far.Cuz I know it was never a mistakeWalk my steps to you.Would you walk with me?When I finally can touch you.

What do you know about a man tears?What do expect from a man?Man that seems not to fall,to not surrender.That do not give up on you.Man that could had worship and raised your values.That is always able to show love..even you opened a war on him.What do you know?About self respect he must have, cuz if he doesnt no one will respect him.What do you know?about treacheries, and wounds,he never talk about.and wont you let you see…If you allow to me ask,what do you know about me?

Would u ever care?If I wanted build castle on sky.Or a home made of sand?If I wanted create the essence of the perfect parfum for your skin?Mixed with few drops of charms,Some tears of joy.Some bitter citric like gintonic on saturdays night. We would love to share together.And some feels of bhang smoke…Using lotus for changing the breeze.Had you ever cared?Would you ever care?If I didnt dare to tell? If I didn’t wanted ask?So when I do, had do I cared?If I don’t ask you now..Would you ever care?Do u want to build your life?Or you wanna build together?Do you wanna make my day?Or will it be…just an it could had been.Would you ever care?If you are the other face of the coin of one soul?If the morning ever bring sun, when you had call?Or the night it’s useless, and when one turns unable to sleep…And do not do till you wake up…for falling on your dream. Without a seen..

In the spring of my days,I already dreamed of you.In the summer when I saw you,I already fell in love with you.The autumn when you left,returning home…was cold and intense.And in the winter, harsh and punishing.I long for your kisses, your warmth, your embrace…your love.