Bhang and Renge

Tell me goddess, why she lies? why she doesnt want to fight for my love, while im able of everything?why i feel this concern? this dissapointed?why the hell it just cant be??

Yes I was wrong.Sometimes that it’s hard to admit.I was wrong when I said the word that makes me feel wrong is goodbye.Cuz it’s not.I would like to say goodbye to many things, and few people.Even some situations.Word I dislike the most it’s…I’m sorry.Cuz I always felt the worst part.Cuz they expect the apologies, will be accepted. Or not.Say I’m sorry it’s not enough.It was never enough.Even with the promise I won’t do again. I see not many have word on this world.And they will keep making the same mistake.So if you want to calm my sorrow and my pain.Must say this.Humm…I would like to apologize,There’s something I could do for making you feel better?Just take care of the pain you caused.Cuz I can easily say.Get out from sight.And also…Goodbye.That are the words peopleshould fear more from me.Cuz I’ll walk awayWith whatever the feeling it is.And I’ll carry your sorrow.And my wounds.

she said she was older than she was…and it happened again….now she says she is younger than she is..its all a lie what i can expectthis all happens when you dont let me sleepwhen your thoughts consuming mewhen your action its none at allwhen bury me in your soulwhen you destroy myself deep in your heartand nothing ever will remain.is it your soul my final breath?is it your heart where i should rest?

First thing I must say…it’sIt was a pleasure had love you, even with no touch.Even you had touched my heart every night.With this I mean my love came from the inside. From the depths of my inner self.Where i tried make space, clean and bring u in.1st reason…it’s you had broken your promise..Seems you have no word.And be such a coward, for not claiming what was yours.2nd reasonIt’s…that seems I’ll be the one that will pay your wedding.Tell me it’s lie..that i didn’t pay a dowry I should had not.Thats also the word of your family?I will tell them all.3rdI’d been waiting my whole life, and even being able send you with me,Your family had decided punish me with more waiting.4thNone of your action had really approached you to me.Now a single call, it’s useless, barely will serve to hurt us more.5thYou had never caredSo now you I will bury this reasons,And my hopes with them.I wrote this reasons on a paper..and i thought on write behind one motive to love you.And I had thought itAnd it was valid Just I didn’t wrote itIt will lie on my heart.As a tomb, tomb you will never visitCuz it’s yours.I do not write this to get u mad.To show hate, or any means your misunderstanding of what love is.You just must see..I had reasons enough for it.

Ten thousand nights I have wept your absence,and ten thousand more, for the wound of your love.A thousand poems have bled from my soulfor a glimpse of heaven beside your light.I no longer know how to let go of what I feel.I no longer know how to cry—unless it’s for you.I no longer know how to love—unless it’s you.I no longer know how to write—unless your shadowquivers at the edge of every verse.And I no longer know what hell awaits mefor this love that won’t forget,that won’t die,that burns me still—like a god without a shrine.

If you ask what do I see on youI see beautiful womanWith such nice and big heart.With good caring of her self and the ones you love.You got a nice a soul,A nice smile, nice eyesMany things are pretty on you.I see you got ambition. Will…And power over me. I’m not afraid of it.I dare you to chase,to follow, to lead.I didn’t dare you to love me.But you did.You showed it with every single thing I mentioned.For long years.Ever thankfulSurely we bothI love you as you are..as you came..As you build up your self.Will we ever regret on us?Surely not Thousand times I’ll commit the mistake,On this life or others.Of seeking for you, no matter hard it could be. No matter how far.Cuz I know it was never a mistakeWalk my steps to you.Would you walk with me?When I finally can touch you.

I know I am a good man,and I don’t need to beg or plead for anything.What is given to me — it’s in my hand to accept.And what is not — it is within me not to desire it,nor to take it by force.If you ask yourself,you’ll see that I was always by your side.That for you I have killed, and for you I would die.That if I had you in my arms, I couldn’t let you go.And if you were to die in them,nothing would stop me fromleaving my body behind, and following you until the end of days.If you ask yourself…Yes, I’ve had bad luck.Yes, I loved you.I cried for you, even felt betrayed.At one point, I even wished for death —because my life had lost all meaning.If you ask yourself,my life no longer holds meaning,I swear I have no ikigai left.But it will come to me.Somehow.Still… what will become of me without you?

It’s true, I’ve lost time, loves, friends.And none of them will ever come back.I’ve missed out on the most important things in life, like:my youth — sick, sad, alone;I’ve lost opportunities, I’ve lost the chance to have a wife.And even though I have many descendants,I’ve never spent even 24 straight hours beside any of my children.I’m losing the person I’ve valued most in my life.And the chance to be happy for the rest of my days.And you, my love?You lost 250K for not accepting my good will…and another 300 or 600 women with your same namehad no hesitation in accepting the money.Yet none of them stayed by my side.What should I do? many would ask.Some would ask God, their parents, or family.I’m asking you.Because if I ask myself… neither I nor the world would find peace.But still, I ask myself, and I say:You have a world to conquer.For the love of a woman will never be again.You were the last chance,when in truth, you were always the first.And I, I believe I can no longer believe in love.I don’t think it’s possible anymore.

Yes I amYes I am the oneThe one that could make the world burn..Just if you were just not on itThe one thatWill protect you from othersand from yourself Fiercely and even bloodily.The oneThats able to put himselfOn this dangerous loveWhere the wounds of distance killWhere the silence of many year weight heavily Where the absent of your lipsJust made meWhat I amAnd what i ever wasYour dangerous lover💕 LOVE YOU AND EVER WILL

I hope one day..You can say proudlyI was the first man you love.That cover and kill for you.That you can say proudly.He never stopped loving me,Nit for a second, since I came to his life.That you can say to all.He sweared love and respect me, for the rest of the life.On the richness and on the poornessOn the health or sickness.That you make em all see.I’m a man of word.And I accepted this fateYou too.😭♥️😭

Arg!!…that lips on honey, that chocacrisp when i see youHow can one not fall in love, with your kitty hamsyour booty bumps, your feedy breast. how not get that candy? should i steal it…should i mate it.should we care eachother daily?should i start another silly conversation? should i dream, that this tale wasnt finish..that we fated, by ancestors and the pledges that a star shine at the hour of our meeting

it would be nice, try and try, till one moment..world will let us shine, ur heart full loveto enlight with tails of the willik kebase mer ketab?